..Welcome to My Life..

Anyways, my dad's surgery went a-okay as Doc O had explained to us in the five minutes he was upstairs. Twice I've gotten to meet him. He shook hands, explained that there was some cloudiness around the lung and heart, and they needed to fix that somehow. So around 10 am he went back under the knife, and they found out that one of the arteries they used to re-route the ones that were clogged had gotten re-clogged somehow. Hell if I know how or why, I'm just telling what he told us. So he never came back down but as my Uncle Tom had said he sent his lackeys (residents) for him (which know squat). I honestly couldn't look at the blood when they dialized him after the second surgery. My dad still had the tube down his throat, and he was (mostly) wide awake. But the only problem is the back pains. Surprisingly, he wasn't too complaining about his chest. I honestly, probably wouldnt, with the back pains he already has and the Restless Legs Syndrome. But after a while he was restless again (after the Dopamein and the.. uh Morphine) but even then, when I asked if it was his back he shook his head, then i said "your chest dad?" and he nodded his head. My heart literally broke. Well, hopefully, he can get off of the respirator and the oxygen tank so he can get that damn tube out of his mouth. Although, it keeps him from snoring (lucky nurses) and now they wont be so lucky. Anyways, he's doing so well. For once in his life after dialysis his Blood Pressure didn't drop, and his pulse is a little high for what it is supposed to be. But anyways, I need tons of sleep, and if (again) any of you need me tomorrow, ring up my cell. It's always going to be on (unless I'm in the ICU with him) then you can feel free to leave a message.

There's some people who I havent been able to get ahold of, but ya know what? I don't care, because if they wanted to know they could have called and gotten ahold of me.. anyways, I love ya'll! AJ, thanks girl for everything, and I'm sorry I haven't called ya, but I definetely will tomorrow sometime. Annah, hun, I hope you've been havin fun at school! I'll talk to you, hopefully soon, because you always bring me back up when I'm down!

lylas (or lylab in your case Bugs.. lol)
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