..Welcome to My Life..

lol, so yesterday I was in a GC funk, and I still am today, just listening to the music. Altho, now today I only have the Kylie Minogue Tribute on repeat, and The Young and the Hopeless, the song, not the CD. I can't hear anything else. All I hear is the song, thank gawd, cause that's what I really need right now. Is to be left alone. By everyone with their fucked up opinion of me. I'm so sick of being stereotyped by my friends.

Adam called this morning on my cell at like 9:45, but I rolled over and went back to sleep. Fuck him if he wants to bitch at me some more, and fuck him if he wants to apologize. I'm sorry for calling him a jackass and to stick his dick up his ass, but what he said to me was something I will never forget.

School starts.. in like... so many days for us, anyways. I actually have to start getting up at 6 am again. Maybe even before then too! Ugh, I just dont want to go there and be bothered by so many of the fucking preps. I'm so sick of their "innocent/guilty" shit. That's the only reason I hate school. And waking up that early. If school started at like 9, I'd be perfectly happy waking up at 8 and being ready to go. But NO, the dummass school people.

The 7 Up isn't settling my stomach, and I feel like shit, just from what everyones been saying and talking about. Michael's girlfriend called and said I should go to the party tonite, but it's all freshman in college, so I won't know anybody, and she said "who cares, you'll have fun. I mean, all it'll be is loud music and drinking". I know for a fact Michael's freshman "welcome" parties are more than just drinking and loud music, so it makes me sick how she'd even suggest me coming. She just wants to show everyone that she's right and I'm a liar. It isn't going to fuckin' happen.

I gotta go before I start to feel sick again. Comments are welcome


meL*