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I had this talk with Adam and about a lot of stuff that's been going on lately, and it was pretty depressing. I mean, he is the only guy who can really get me in the lowest place in my life. I claim him as my best guy friend, but right now I don't think we are even that close anymore. Scary. We've known eachother since I, atleast, was in diapers.. he was.. what five? I love him a lot. How can you not love someone who has done everything and would do everything for you? But how he hurt me really was horrible. I don't think he can ever take that back. Ugh, I don't wanna discuss this on here.. It's not right.

Anyways, I can't believe my parents trusted me at home by myself for lunch (first time on my own in weeks). They went for lunch with my brother and his wife. I am so good at being sick I sometimes fool myself, lol. But then when I'm really sick my parents dont believe me. Wow, a never ending fucked up cycle. ugh, door, and I know exactly who it fucking is.. screw that, I'm gonna go blare my music. IM me if ya wanna talk. RoswellFreak20

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