..Welcome to My Life..

I thought since Amanda isn't going to pick me up for a while I would add this on here real quick.

Before
The tears slide down my cheeks
Before
Before I begin to let you go
My hands tremble
Tremble with fear.
One year later
The blade crosses my arm
The tears fall, they wont subside.

Before
Before I begin to let you go
My hands tremble
Tremble with fear.
Two years later
The pills slide down my throat
The tears fall, they wont subside.
Hospital walls, white with paint
Pictures of happiness
Before

Before
Before I begin to let you go
My hands tremble
Tremble with fear
Three years later
I lay a flower on your grave
The tears still fall, they soon will subside
Before
Before I begin to let you go
I whisper to your grave
I survived

mucho love

meL*